A Mother's Prayer/ Affirmation After Miscarriage / Mummy
In this time of loss I call upon my spirit within to guide me to my strength so that I may find peace and completion.
I will use this strength to demand of myself and others my need to grieve completely, for this will be my first step to healing.
During my time of grief I will seek guidance not only from my inner spirit but from loving persons who may offer wisdom and comfort.
I need to understand that the soul as well as the physical body needs healing and to pay attentio to this. I will learn to accept that the soul may never heal completely.
I will learn to live not in fear and once again see beauty in my world and purpose in my existence.
In spite of my new knowledge that things happen that cannot be controlled, I must call upon the places within me that tell me I do have control over much of my life and use this control to aid my healing.
Let me recognize the gift in my ability to conceive and carry life however briefly.
Let me take joy in my ability to love so deeply and desire to nurture a soul unbeknownst to me.
Let me find healing in the belief that this oul knew my love for it and that that love helped it to pass to another place.
Let me honor this short life not only with my love but in finding meaning in its existence.
Let me recognize this meaning in not only my ability to survive, but in my fullest appreciation of all the moments motherhood will bring me, along with my deeper compassion and sisterhood to other women who've experienced loss.
Let a part of this soul be reflected in the spirit of my future children, born or adopted, so that I may know it through them.
I will listen to and trust the place in my deepest heart that tells me I will once again be reunited with this soul and will fulfill the need to hold it in my arms.
I will help myself to feel comfort in the knowledge that there is a star in heaven that belongs to me.
by Stacey Dinner-Levin
The Window of Heaven - At Christmas / Lynz (Mummy & Daddy )
The window of Heaven is open, The angels can fly to and fro, And those that I love can all gather, And look down at Christmas below.
For Christmas is special in Heaven, The love is so easy to see, And down from the window at Christmas, God sends a present to me.
'I will forever be with you, Your side, I shall always be near, And though you may not always see me, In your heart I will always be there.
I will warm up your soul during Christmas, My love is a fire burning bright, Then my blanket of love will surround you, And keep you all through the night.
On the brink of your Christmas morning, I'll be the star at the top of the tree, Shining my light on your teardrops, You'll see a refelction of me.
Then as the gifts are all opened, With the family encircling the hearth, Look deep in their faces, Their kisses will be from my heart.
For the window of Heaven is open, My love can pour out so free, And those that I love can all gather, And look up to Heaven at me.
MERRY XMAS FROM OUR FAMILY TO YOURS ALICE / CHRIS (BRADLEY EVANS MOM )
Anticipation of Christmas / Lynz &. Nic (Mummy & Daddy ) Anticipation of Christmas
Christmas is coming but my joy is chained, As I look on this letter that is now tear-stained, Christmas is a time for family, My misery and mourning will grow until blessings are rained, But nothing can fix this, my feelings of emptiness cannot be explained.
I do understand losing a baby / Roy &. Troy's Mom (Friend)
Some do not know the loss of a baby-I do, I lost Troy April9,1968- It seemed no one understood I loved him sooo much- He was 3 days old. I went in my own world & stayed there while 3sisters enjoyed their children, except for my youngest sis & she was living w/ me at the time & it hit her hard cause she was anxiouly waiting for him to come home to his room. I was given the news just mins. before being dis-charged- so many nightmares after that-I would dream I hadn't lost Troy cause I was still preg. then I'd wake up rubbing my stomach to see if it was still big! I waited for this preg for 5 yrs. well, I could write a book so I will try to e-mail you sometimes if I have an add.-Roy just left me 3 mos. ago & this too is so horrible as he was my big baby & I took care of him for 32 yrs. just like you would a child4-8 yrs old except he was very smart w/ music as you'll learn on his site-hope you visit-your friend, Katie. Close
So very sorry.... / LuAnn ((Johnna's Gramma )Read >>
So very sorry.... / LuAnn ((Johnna's Gramma )
I am so very sorry for this hurtful loss. My granddaughter Johnna was also born sleeping on 1/29/06. It was at that time that I found out there is no greater loss than that of a baby. It is just so heartbreaking... Please know that my thoughts & prayers go out to you... God Bless.
Alice Rose / Lyndsey (Mummy) We have got Alice, A Name A Rose Gift Pack For Her 1st Birthday on 8th January 2007, This enables us to actually nuture, grow and name her very own English Rose...
Alice Rose, (Rose Type - Angel Wings) will be recorded for eternity within a special international database; not to mention the Roses that will be growing on her graveside and in Mummys & Daddys, Nannies & Nan & Grandad's garden for years to come...
Sorry I didn't get to stay. To laugh and run and play. To be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to die. God sent me down to be with you, to make your loving heart anew. To help you look up and see Both God and little me.
Daddy, I wish I could stay. Just like I heard you pray. But, all the angels did cry when they told little me goodbye.
God didn't take me cause He's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad. But to give us both a chance to be a love so precious .. don't you see?
Up here no trouble do I see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where I play you'll come here too, Daddy, someday.
Until the day you join me here, I'll love you Daddy, dear. Each breeze you feel and see, brings love and a kiss from me. Close
IF You Could See Me Now. / Nic &. Lynz (Daddy & Mummy )Read >>
IF You Could See Me Now. / Nic &. Lynz (Daddy & Mummy )
I know that you are heart broken and sad I am gone But i am in heaven now Mummy and Daddy and I have never been left alone, OH I wish you could see me now, Heaven is a beautiful place to be, Jesus is the light that shines here, And he walks daily here with me, Oh the skies are never grey here and it never ever rains, And although I know you still feel it, Up here there is no pain, Angels are always singing for me, Their voices are beautiful and clean, I am in the presence of loved ones Mummy and Daddy I havent shed one tear, I know you are hurting for me, And I cant make your pain disappear, But if you could see me, You would know I am happy in heaven, And I will always love you from here.