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so please check back often
Please Come And Visit Mummy
And Support Her Fight Againt Cancer On Facebook.com
Lyndsey Crowder (Liverpool, UK)
Alice Is Going To Be A Big Sister....
Please Read My Timeline & Look At Scans In My Pictures.
In the Loving memory
Of Our First Born Daughter,
Grandaughter,
Niece And Cousin....
(Thankyou Brandy xXx)
(Alice's 12 Week Scan)
(Alices 20 Week Scan)
Alice was Born Sleeping in Liverpool
Womans Hospital, United Kingdom,
On 8th January 2006 at 11.45am,
At 40 Weeks,
Weighing 5lbs 7oz and
19 inches long...
Thankyou Julie xXx
http://www.angelsimages.com.au
Our Heavenly Angel Twins -
miscarried at 8 weeks
On The
29th November 2006
(Thankyou Brandy)
 
A Child that loses a parent is an orphan,
A Man who loses his wife is a widower,
A Woman who loses her husband is a widow,
There is no name for a parent that loses a
child,
For there is no word to describe the pain...
We will Always Love You
& Miss You, Sweet Pea
xXx
  
(Thankyou Tammy xXx)
THE CORD
We are connected, my child and I,
By an invisible cord, not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord, that connects us 'til birth,
This cord can't be seen, by any on earth.
This cord does it's work, right from the start,
It binds us together, attached to my heart.
I know that it's there, though no one can see,
The invisible cord from my child to me.
The strength of this cord, its hard to describe,
It can't be destroyed, it can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord, man could create,
It withstands the test, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone, though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there, but no one can see.
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised... I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline, as never before.
I am thankful that God, connects us this way,
A mother and child,
Death can't take that away!
Author Unknown
Angel Star - Alice Emma Crowder,
8th January 2006,
Co-ordinates 02:35:15.431,
In the constellation Andromeda.
"Stars are the forget-me-knots
of angels in
the meadow of heaven"
(Thankyou Maria xXx)
(Thankyou Brandy)
"Loosing you"
If our tears could build a stairway to Heaven
And our Memories were just down the lane
We would walk to Heaven gladly
And bring you back again.
No fair well words were spoken
No time to say goodbye
In a split second you were gone
And God only knows why.
Our hearts will ache with sadness
And our secret tears will flow
What loosing you meant to us
Now one will ever really know.
Copyrighten:
Ms Cheryle-Anne Finn
http://www.angelfire.com/poetry/stardust_7/index.html
(Thankyou Cheryle-Anne xXx)
Pay attention to your dreams -
God's angels often speak directly
To our hearts when we are asleep.
~ Quoted in The Angels'
Little Instruction Book
by Eileen Elias Freeman, 1994
Angel Star, Angel Star.
Angel star, angel star,
I never wonder where you are.
You’re an angel called to love,
From the heavens up above.
Angel star, angel star,
Alice, you’re my angel star.
Angel star shining bright,
Making all the darkness light.
Angel star twinkling high,
Sparkling diamond in the sky.
Angel star, angel star,
Alice, you’re my angel star.
When the warming sun is set,
And my face with tears is wet,
You guide me with your blazing light,
Twinkling in my dreams at night.
Angel star, Angel star,
Amazing angel, angel star.
Angel star, angel star.
Jesus cradles you in his arms.
In the heavens, full of love;
Singing with the choir above.
Alice, you’re my angel star,
Amazing angel, angel star.
Angel star, angel star,
Mummy loves you, angel star;
Forever held in my heart,
Amazing angel, angel star.
Angel star, angel star,
Alice, you’re my angel star.
Copyright Maria Zollo 2006
All rights reserved
(Thankyou Maria xXx)
Alice Is a 
Like Her Daddy..
Alice's Plaque
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
That something stopped my heart,
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can’t hold,
It doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on,
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face,
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You’ll hear that it was “meant to be,
God doesn’t make mistakes”
But that won’t soften your worst blow
Or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips and
Then you’ll understand.
Although I never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”…
An Angel Never Dies.
Thankyou To the
http://stores.ebay.co.uk/The-Kitten-Coven
    
The death of a baby is like a stone
cast
Into the stillness of a quiet pool;
The concentric ripples
Of despair sweep
Out in all directions,
Affecting many,
many people.
--De Frain, 1991
(Thankyou Rachel's Mom xXx)
Angel Moms
We have shared our tears and our sorrow,
We have given encouragement to each other,
Given hope for a brighter tomorrow,
We share the title of grieving mother
Some of us lost older daughters or sons,
Who we watched grow over the years,
Some have lost their babies
Before their lives begun,
But no matter the age, we cry the same tears.
We understand each others pain,
The bond we share is very strong,
With each other there is no need to explain,
The path we walk is hard and long.
Our children brought us together,
They didn't want us on this journey alone,
They knew we needed each other,
To survive the pain of them being gone.
So take my hand my friend,
We may stumble and fall along the way,
But we'll get up and try again,
Because together we can make it day by day.
We can give each other hope,
We'll create a place where we belong,
Together we will find ways to cope,
Because we are Angel Moms
And together we are strong!
Judi Walker
(Thankyou Georgie xXx)
Crowder Twins Plaque...
They say memories are golden, well maybe that is true.
I never wanted memories, I only wanted you.
A million times I needed you, a million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly, in death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place no one could ever fill.
If tears could build a stairway and heartache make a lane,
I'd walk the path to heaven and bring you back again.
Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same.
But as we are called one by one, the chain will link again.....
Thankyou To the
http://stores.ebay.co.uk/The-Kitten-Coven
What Makes A Mother
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard him say
A Mother has a baby
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can he replied
With confidence in his voice
I give many women babies
When they leave it is not their choice
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for the day
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God
I want my baby here
He took a breath
and cleared his throat
And then I saw a tear
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear
My mummy loved me so much
I got to come straight here
I feel so lucky to have a
Mum who had so much love for me
I learned my lessons very quickly
My Mummy set me free.
I miss my Mummy oh so much
But I visit her each day
When she goes to sleep
On her pillows where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear
Mummy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I am here"
So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are okay
Your babies are here in My home
And this is where they'll stay
They'll wait for you with Me
Until your lessons are through
And on the day you come home
they'll be at the gates for you
So now you see
What makes a Mother
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start
Though some on earth
May not realize
Until their time is done
Remember all the love you have
And know that you are
A Special Mum.
Author © Unknown
Please Visit Our Stillborn Angels 2006-2006
http://www.stillborn-angels.memory-of.com
(Thankyou Brandy)
For My Daddy
I have a little daughter,
who means the world to me
She's living with the Angels
and is as special as can be
And even though she's up there,
playing in the clouds
She's still my precious daughter
and I am so very proud
Her picture takes pride of place
on my living room wall
Ready to be admired
by all who come to call
I know I can not hold her,
or bounce her on my knee
But I only have to close my eyes,
her little face to see
I never will stop missing her
and wishing she were here
But sometimes I feel,
indeed I know that she is very near
So play happily my little daughter,
you will never be forgot
I love you so and always will,
though I miss you such a lot .
Thankyou Again -
http://stores.ebay.co.uk/The-Kitten-Coven
Crowder Twins
A Mother's Love
I didn’t have to look into your eyes
To fall in love with you two
I didn’t have to hear either of you cry
To know you both loved me too
I didn’t need to hold your hands
To cherish each of you always
Within my womb we shared our hearts
You both touched my soul
You sweetened my spirit
You gave me memories I’ll always
Hold very dear
Yes, my heart aches since
You two departed so soon
But a mother’s love does not
End with death
For you both are my children
My love is forever yours
~ Author Unknown ~
I Am Still A Daughter....
I am a daughter,
Perfectly formed, but still.
I was born with a name, Alice,
A product of my parents genes,
Their child. But I came without breath,
And so I am not counted. Or acknowledged
Had I taken a breath or made a whimper,
had a beating heart or moved a limb
I would have been called a "baby"
To my mother I am her baby.
It’s how she calls out to me when she cannot sleep,
Pleading, imploring, asking, why.....?
Her love transcends time; our bond of life is not broken,
I was here, flesh of her flesh, blood of her blood,
And I will always be.... Her baby.
Two souls... joined for eternity.
Please Visit Alice's Legacy
For Mummys Story,
Our Crowder Twins,
And Also Visit Her Timeline For Mummy's Pregnancy....
Memnon
"My tears are watermarks
Which imprint forever
Sentient reminders of gentle hopes
And dreams subdued.
Extant in painful thought they are
And sleep afar
In caves of ancient echoes
Wailing for my perished child
Who now guised in angel's silk
Sings madrigals of sweet delight
And turns my tears heavenward
To drift peacefully into the
Forgiving canyons of winters night.
Memnon, the son of Eos, Goddess of Dawn,
who mourned his death by weeping every morning"
(Thankyou) Michael R. Berman, M.D.
Copyright @ 2005 All rights reserved
http://www.hygeia.org
(Thankyou Jeda xXx)
(Thankyou Tammy xXx)
Beyond The Gate
On earth we don’t understand
Why babies have to die
Their little lives are taken
And our painful cry is “Why?”
As we endure the pains of life
No other pain compares
A parent weeping for a child
Just briefly it was theirs
For reasons we don’t understand
Their little lives are taken
And we cry out to God above
“Why must I be forsaken?”
The little one did nothing wrong
Their lives had yet to begin
How could the Lord allow this thing?
If he’s the Holy One?
I held my stillborn daughter in my arms
Tears running down my face
My baby never had a chance
Her life was just a trace
I got to hold her briefly
And my heart was breaking so
This little girl, I held so tight
I’d never get to know
As I held my little girl
With pain I could not bear
I felt a presence in the room
I knew someone was there
With earthly eyes, I tried to see
Through the pain and bitterness
And wanted so to scream at God
For cheating me like this
Then I felt a warming glow
As it surrounded me
And then, I heard an Angel whisper
“What must be, will be.”
“God knows your suffering and your pain
But, you must understand
Everything that God allows
Is for his final plan.”
“You only see the earthly things
And some will cause you pain.”
“But be assured, your daughter is safe,
And you’ll see her again.”
“This life is temporary
Everybody’s going to die.”
“I know that you can’t understand
And want to question, why?”
“God has sent his Angels
And we came to comfort you.”
“We ask you to share this message
With other Mothers too.”
“Many Mothers lose their children
Before they are born.”
“The Angels know their pain and grief
And feel it when they mourn.”
“But one thing Angels know
That Mothers do not understand
One day the Mothers once again
Will hold their child's hand.”
“They’ll hold them in their arms
And they will say their precious name
And on that day they’ll understand
Why they went through the pain.”
“There is a plan in Heaven
And one day you’ll celebrate
Because your little one is waiting
Just beyond the gate.”
~ Author Unknown ~
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